💬 long time no see

[9ofcups]

first of all new dreamwidth just dropped so reply if you want access to it. there isn't anything on it yet but read this before you ask:

i'm not really into enhypen at all anymore and do in fact heavily dislike most members for sunoo-specific reasons. you can call me a solo stan over it but really what it is is that i'm just kind of tired of kpop in general, and seeing my favs be incessantly rude to my other fav is getting justtt a little exhausting. i do feel a little melancholic about it because i feel like i wrote some of my best lines in and passages and fics in general in my enhypen era but it's also like... well when you're dispassionate about something there's nothing you can do. so if you're an engene here for engene reasons... i suggest you don't bother.

i suppose the only kpop groups i'm even vaguely into at this point are skz txt and xdh... man i was going to add fromis but we just learned the f8 news and now i'm like T__T even More unlikely to be kpopfan. sorry it's just that fromis are the gg that replaced aoa for me, and aoa was the group that got me into kpop so... ahem if you like kpop maybe don't follow this new dreamwidth? idk. i'm sure i'll still be kpoprpsing to some degree because there truly is something so personal and serious about shaking/crying/sobbing over kpop boys and girls and girlboys on a locked post lol

current interests

1. genshin impact
2. nijisanji-en (yes i'm into vtubers and their real and serious dynamics like genuinely it's that personal... IM SORRY the kpop2vtuber fake fanservice 2 real fanservice is a thing that exists)
3. fire emblem
4. honkai impact 3rd
5. some kpop

i'm just saying this all as like... a general warning i suppose. i might copypaste some posts from here to there but in the meantime i'm.... hm idk it just feels weird to leave this account so randomly LMAO and i doubt anyone is even reading this anyway but if you have read my unhinged posts ty for partaking in the craziness and know that i am still crazy but will now be crazy elsewhere. best of luck!!

Comments

[introvergoat]

omg TT i saw this so late sorry... i've been wondering what happened to you since january! ty for checking in was kinda getting worried (loll u don't me but still :D) aah i totally get the enhypen thing so Much. the whole sunoo-situation has been super exhausting and i've basically just exited engene platforms forever because of it. i hate how casually the rudeness is dropped, like tehee -_-, and then they don't even like, notice it??-

um anyways i get it and as a sunoo stan it's just Heartbreaking and makes me not want to engage with their content that much anymore but i still do bcs they're my faves :(( ... (holding out hope for them to get their heads out of their heads) while i did come in during ur enha era, which was top tier, ur amazing i love u, i've read ur txt fics and atz ones and i really just like u so idc what you post imma be here for a while loll not here for engene related reasons anymore!!

kpop has just been going downhill for a bit and we're really just clinging on to our kpopboys and girls (it really is so personal when ur up at 3am screaming abt something ur fav did two months ago and u can't get it of ur mind!!) >_< gdgb era has turned me into a semi-moa and xdh are soo cute and skz!! haha

the fromis news was Out of Nowhere and i was just getting into them too (jiheon #1 stan!! and the sunooisms are so real!!) :(( i'm sorry to hear that ur ggs are sparse but i recc stayc so hard if ur interested<3

i like, know nothing about any video games, i know vaguely about genshin impact and arcane?? but that's more like a show versus the actual league of legends thing. but idc so pls i want access to the new acc<3 tyyy

and also, i'm sad about the whole fandom leaving thing, but it happens yknow. when u become dispassionate about there's literally nothing u can do (this hits a little close bcs of my fairytaile era /sobs/) but wish u the best of luck and hope u get more passionate about other things!!

ps: we can scream about kim sunoo and his star power literally any time if u want. idc about the solo stan thing, so be it like u said. (me being a solo stan for like, five different Groups TT)

[9ofcups]

hey dw about it you’re not late at all i’m actually surprised people still check my posts tbh… anyway even though the enhypen situation sucks in general i do feel like it’s kickstarted a more generally private kpop era for me which is good imo because the kpop scene is getting ridiculously annoying to me idkk… also btw you mentioned stayc and SOO TRUE i love them so much. i’ll just stay now the kpop groups i still check up on r stayc lessera abt xdh and oneus… maybe a little ateez if i’m feeling crazy enough

hehe new acc is 9thsun btw, it honestly makes me so happy that you still want to stick around even if we don’t necessarily share the same fandoms…. like actually following dreamwidths just to read incoherent ramblings can be so personal 😭😭 and YASS we can talk about sunoo! i love him dearly i know sunoo stans get a bad rep but idc i think he’s the world he’ll always be near and dear to my heart :) ty for the reply man this is sooo sweet to me

[introvergoat]

literally every one i know these days has their twt accs on priv and only for mutuals loll the kpop scene is not good for us to be this wary! these days i just hate fandom in general and so kpoppies are like.. not an Option anymore.

stayc are my only light in this era of darkness and omfg i love them so darned much<33 lessera are so cute and giggly and i love experienced seniors chaewon and sakura showing the others the ropes while also bathing in the glow of their excitement!!

eeh ty already subscribed hehe TT i'm sticking around for ur lovely but also insane brain that i want to cherry-pick so badly >_< i'm only on here for ppl's incoherent ramblings nothing ELSE.
and who knows, i could maybe even get into ur fandoms if you scream about them enough. (it's happened before with other things lmaoo)

baragis rep has gone down the drain since this whole mess started, BUT wdgaf, and i'm literally sunoo's sword and shield TT he's precious and deserves the universe and he's special to me<3

no problem for the reply dude, i'm just guy who's in love with crazy (read: fantastic) dreamwidth accs like urs!! :D

[arcsecond]

omg hi nice to see u again i’m glad ur doing well! i would love to stay in touch but am unfortunately even deeper in the enhypen trenches than when we first met somehow… so if that isn’t a viable option then i understand T___T but would like to say i really enjoyed our mutualship up to this point and wish u the best w ur current fandoms! i don’t play fe3h but i have a friend that’s been telling me about dimilix and um. ferdiebert? seems crazy i read a dimilix fic that definitely tickled my brain a bit… have also been propagandized into liking jeankaeya by another friend altho idk anything in that regard either… (also re: f8 i’m still so freaking sad T___T bingeing channel 9 to cope)

[9ofcups]

LOLL i hope the engine trenches treat u well...<3 tbh it's not like i actively plan on hating on enha on my new dw + i still like sunoo heeseung and the occasional jungwon so i truly wouldn't mind and it's up to you! also PLEASE dimilix are that real and serious and etc it's sooo sickening. as for jeankaeya i gotta say i've never once contemplated that ship in my life but it sounds fascinatingly good in a completely incompatible way so now i'm interested... thanks for checking in btw!!

[arcsecond]

if u would want to then i'd be down!! ig on dreamwidth it's easier anyways like that's what read-mores are for

[amazingpurplehoodie]

hi! congrats on another dw, id love to have access so i can read ur posts!